I've been thinking a lot about Philippians 4:13. You know, the most over used verse in the Bible. But reading it, in it's context things change. Paul is speaking about personal needs and writting to a church that has noticed and responded to his needs.

Here's part of the text: "...for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength." (v.11-13).

I'm curious to know what that secret is. I can imagine what it is, but am I right? Is it the knowledge that God will supply all our needs inspite of the reality that hits? I suppose so. But isn't there a sense of worry while we go through these times? I mean, is Paul talking about how he knows the secret of not to worry, because being content seems to point towards that direction.

Paul didn't have a family to look after; a wife and kids to take care of. Does that change everything? Can the "secret" apply to those circumstances.

During seminary you could have found me speaking like Paul. I could have gone throught the day with one meal and not even care. It was tipical, I guess it's part of the preparation right. But now with a family things are so different. Worrying is harder not to do. I'm sure many parents out there know what I'm talking about.

I believe that Paul's secret to contentment is possible even with totally different circumstances. God promises to take care of us. It's a matter of trusting God so much that even there's nothing, He will provide. It's like the question Francis Chan was asked which he mentioned in his book "Crazy Love"; What is requires faith in your life right now? I believe the secret lies in having this radical-blind faith in God that says and lives out "it's all good, God is in control" during times that really seem out of control.

I guess we only will find out the secret when we face these hard-I can only depend on God-times.